.Monday, February 25, 2008 8:14 AM
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jus nw nth to blog..
but nw..gort sth to sae..
i felt tt all moii friends ard was like getting away frm miiee..
i feel like i ve no friends..
maybe i stay at home too long le..
tt y i will feel like tt..
but is reali..
cus 1 of moii bestest friend frm sec sch..
bcus of his gf..our friendship ve chg..
his gf i noe her since sec sch...
but wad i noe is bcus of her,
moii friendship wit him had no longer
wad we use to be..
i noe tt shud nort blame cus is wad it was..
he sure will ve gf..
but i dun wish our friendship to be so dull..
be4 he had a gf..
wen im sad,he will comfort miiee...even we a toking on fone..
cus he is moii onli bestest friend tt iw ill tok to..
but after he ve a gf..
even wen we tok on fone,wen i m sad,
he dun even reali comfort..or maybe nort comfort miiee at all.
tis is wad a friendship is?
nw his eyes gort her..but as a friend,wun he tink of miiee too?
maybe i m too selfish..but 5yrs of friendship.
will it be end?
i reali hope nort...i noe he does love her.
but i jus wish tt as a friend he can comfort miiee..
but jus nw wen i sae i wanna quit moii studies,
he sae dun..or else he wun tok to miiee.
n how i wish jus w i shud reply him,
he eyes nw onli gort his gf.he will care abt 5yrs of friendship meh?
nw i wanna cal him n tok abt moii problem
oso berriie difficult.cus of 1 tin.
cus he scare his gf will jealous.
but if de gf trust him.nth will happen.
summre i oso noe his gf.haix..
i tink i shud isolate moiiself..
cus of 1 friendship make miiee dun trust tt friendship can last.
becus he is moii 5 yrs bestest friend eva among so mani friends.
he is de person tt i can trust among so mani friends.
but after all,maybe in his eyes,
no more 5 yra friendship bah...
to CL:
maybe to euu nw is jj more impt den friends..
cus after all she still ur gf..
n i noe tt euu ve difficult plyin in btw miiee n her.
cus after all she still ur gf.
i noe she will jealous.
but so mani after all.
do euu still tink our friendship is impt?
maybe euu tink is.
but after wadeva conversation we ve..
de conclusion is a BIG NO!!!
sorriie to sae tt..
cus rmb tt time i ask euu to tink abt de chges in euu
after euu ar seeing her..
i tink euu din nort tink abt it carefully.
is nort tt i wanna make ur life difficult.
is cus nw as a friend,i nid euu de most wen i cant find others to tok.
euu tink onli ur life is diffcult cus of miiee
nort understand btw a friend n a gf role?
i ve try mani times to find sum1 to tok to.
but after so mani findings,
nort reali a single person tt i can tok to.
so i reali ve no choice so to cum to euu.
but haiz...a friend will nort be as impt as gf.
maybe finding euu to tok to is a wrong tin.
maybe at start im wrong to find euu to tok to..
so i tink i will nort tok to any1..
abt moii problems.
.Tuesday, January 22, 2008 11:49 PM
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hi everybody,im bak...
but again tml i wun be using moii com for weeks...
cus i m going for an major op...
euu noe...is like so pathetic..
wen i knew i nid to go under de op..
i was scare n dunno wad to do...
i was goin to burst out of tears..
but cus of moii mum i try to control..
wen i hold on to de consent form from de doc..
i was like shaking n shivering...
i was so scare...
will i be alrite??
if nort moii overies will be taken away n moii appenditic will be remove...
den doc oso sae he try nort to damage moii organs...
wad m i suppose to do???
but i promise all moii friends i will recover fast
n nort to tink so much..
n cum bak to calss asap...
so everybody wish miiee luck bahz....
jia you jinzi
.Monday, December 31, 2007 8:03 AM
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hey...
happiiee 2008...
all de bad tins fm 2007 ve gonee...
nw is de new yr...n everybody can be healthy n no more WARS!!!
hope tis yr will be a great yr to us...
todae went to moii aunt hse...
todae was so alrite...reali nort much tins to do thr..
n im so sick..moii voice gone totally...
nw i m at hse watching de countdown..
im so sian...sending msg...n i was so so so tired...
haa....nw wanna rest...nite guys...
looking forward to CNY!!!
.Monday, December 10, 2007 5:39 AM
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hiiee every1...
im bak...since so long le...
nwadaes happen so mani tins...is like...
to miiee...i may be a short temper n selfish person...
but wad i can do nw is to give up n jus lead a happy life...
i dun wanna be so bothered abt other tins...
i feel tired...
i jus wanna rest...
n finally i ve ended moii yr1 life..
nxt yr jan is yr2 le...
goin to be senior le...
nw den i noe time flies so fast....
fast until i cant reali catch it...
time pass but ppl jus cant notice it..
ppl wun treasure de time until it passes...
fm nw i will treasure de time wit everybody..
n will nort let it pass so easily...
